One More Draw

I said last one when the tray was empty
Then I found a leaf I'd hid for worse
Rolled the band off like a little confession
Struck the match like a quiet curse

The bottle said the same sweet nothing
It says every time I swear I'm through
One more draw, one more finger
One more lie that feels like truth

Streetlight leans in through the blinds now
Paints a jail bar across my boot
I laugh because it almost fits me
Then I draw again and let it go mute

I ain't asking to be rescued
I ain't selling you a change
I'm just telling you the shape of a evening
When the leaf and the rye both say remain